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Three Poems Suzanne Rindell
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Killer Bees
Yet another idea of the self: a multitude of fragments temporarily moving as one, each dissent a quick death, bodies expelled from the black cloud like the tail of a comet spitting dust. The idea of desire as a series of splinters, love lodged in a chain of fixed images, a stream of faces who in turn are each a thorn, a fine filament of toxin under the skin. The idea that the soul is really only a swarm of bees, a murderous hum in the mouth, so sweet, dissolving like honey. One Translation At dusk, I followed the gulls, a greedy whirlpool on the horizon, to the place where they fell like sodden leaves from the sky. Before me stood a mountain greater than any Babel ever dreamed, hills and valleys piled loosely in bright plastic shades of violence, the idea of newness discarded in shades of bumblebee yellow, bubble-gum pink, a milk carton translucent as a blue-grey pearl. Standing there, I watched as they began to light the fires, noting that the reduction of all things boils down to a matter of heat: ice to water, sand to glass, flesh to ash. I stared hard into the blaze, eyes blistering in the acid air until they found what they sought: bits of colored paper, blackening, shrinking, writhing until they became characters, curling like leaves, like grass, like the landscape of sentences. Skull and Hull to hold (the duty of any receptacle) with arches soaring in the manner of a nave (a shaft of light illuminating skin as dust) forming the cradle of refuge, promises of the ark (feel the floodwaters rising, raging) bowl of bone, a porous fossil cupped in the hand (crumbling graphite of petrified wood) honeycombed in sockets like a corn husk, half-eaten (the perforation of many eyes, looking) pock-marked gunmetal, bow of a navy vessel (design of defense, constellation of fear) or, weary fray of the fisherman's net, frazzled with friction (lattice of veins and neurons, tightly woven) glaze of tar in the manner of a sheath (boundary of that which is contained) buoyancy achieved in the shape of an inverted bell (sound waves drawing inward to the center) the movement of desire as a single unit (skull and hull) survey of the empty cargo bay, wide as a mouth yawning (cavity as a preservation of space) the panorama of echoing absence, a placeholder (the implicit promise of transference, of delivery) revealing the ribs as a cage, the heart as a bird (freedom is the imagination selecting its form) repletion, like always, is in (and of) the conceived. □ |