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CONJUNCTIONS:31 Fall 1998 |
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Attempt to Exorcize One Story By Means of Another Peter Handke
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It was a Sunday, the morning of the twenty-third of July 1989, in
the "Hotel Terminus" near the train station in Lyon-Perrache, a
room that looked out over the tracks. In the distance, between
railway wires and apartment blocks, the waterbright green of trees
hinted at a river, the Saône, shortly before its confluence with
the Rhône above, swallows turned against the white (shot through
with sky blue) of the waning moon that then slowly drifted away,
pitted like a cloud. Across the otherwise Sunday emptiness of the
station yard the train personnel went their separate ways, each
with his briefcase, descended the back steps, past an isolated
house overgrown by wild grape vines, a graceful building from the
turn of the century, windows rounded at the top, and walked toward
their dormitory, a concrete block in most of whose windows the
curtains were drawn. Overhead the swallows flew creases into the
sky, and below -- flashes of light from the briefcase latches and
the wristwatches of the cheminots who crossed the tracks
episodically. Around a curve came the sawmill sound of a freight
train. A few of the trainmen also carried plastic bags and all of
them wore short-sleeved shirts, jacketless, and as a rule they
walked in pairs, although there were several who walked alone, and
their coming and going on the S-shaped path across the tracks had
no end: Every time the man sitting at his window, the fellow
traveler, looked up from his paper, another of them was swinging
along below. For a few moments the path was empty, crossed solely
by the sun-lit tracks, nor were there now any swallows in the sky.
For the first time the observer realized that the "Hotel Terminus"
in which he had spent the night had been Klaus Barbie's torture
house during the war. The corridors were very long and twisted and
the doors were double. Only sparrows chirped outside now, unseen,
and a white moth fluttered across the chemin des cheminots:
Momentarily the Sunday stillness held sway over this gigantic train
yard, not a train rolled, movement only between the curtains of an
apartment, and that just to close them, and this great stillness
and peacefulness continued then over the yard while in front of the
wild-vine house the foliage of a plane tree stirred, as if up from
deep roots, and above the invisible Saône River, far beyond it, the
white splinter of a gull flashed, and the summer Sunday breeze blew
into the wide-open room of the "Hotel Terminus," and finally
another short-sleeved man swung onto the train-yard path, his black
briefcase at knee level, certain of his destination -- and so his
free arm swung wide, and a small blue moth landed on one of the
tracks, reflecting the sun, and turned in a half circle as if
touched by the heat, and the children of Izieux only now, nearly
half a century after their removal, screamed bloody murder.
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